My world

You Are 18 Years Old

18 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

I need to shower like whoa. :p

Cathers rocks. Oh and so do you!

Or was it in the water?

in my eyes i see you as mysterious and strange alot
of people wish they could know you better and
you are probably an artist? i really wish there
were more people like you out there..i really
do. (rate?)


in my eyes you are...(pics and different outcomes)
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The other background situation was bothering me, so I played around and I think this is just about as good as  I'm going to get it.


I just got back from spending about 3 hours at Wal-Mart and yes I made it out alive..but I have to decide whether that is a good, or bad thing. Have I ever said how much I hate wal-mart? :p Let my re-iterate my hate, just incase anyones missed it, I LOATHE, DISPISE and TRULY hate wal-mart, to the core.
While I'm at it, why don't I show you my WAL-MART HATE POEM!!

Oh Wal-Mart,
My how you suck,
I'm Kaitlin ____
And I've come to tell you-

You likey?

Yes..I actually took this quiz. Look at what I've become in the meer absence of Onerock *sniff*.
Wow I need a lie. :p


Demure Flirt


What Kind of FLIRT are you?
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Not Happy. Had a whole entry typed in, accidentally clicked on something, go back and its gone.

Sucking it up and moving on..

I found a site that has Dickies on sale for $12 bucks, great deal, so I think I may get a pair. Heck I may even get two. And for those of you thinking I'm getting Dickies for stylistic reasons, well your wrong. Unlike alot of people, I need them because I actually work. My last pair got torn up in one of my crawl space expeditions. Anyways, I've been having to use pants that are too small to work in, or pants that are much too big. Quite frankly, I'm tired of it, and I'm ready to move onto a regular pair of pants :p.
http://www.gfla.com/Catalog/product.aspx?j~&&pd=10523&cr=0&sm=1
(before you say anything....I know...that site is..yeah)


Today was Gabby's 16th birthday. Gabby is a friend of mine from Chicago, whom I've known since I was 2. I probably know her better than her parents :p. Anyways, if you happen to read this Gabby...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling strangely introspective at midnight on a crappy monday. I was searching for a site for 2 Skinnee j's at Craigs suggestion, and found a link to a lj, which led to me looking at their lj and then another persons journal on their friends list, which then took me to a community about people who have lost people from suicide. Reading through some of the entries just makes one sorta sad. But yet, its not like depressing sad..while I seriously feel bad for those who have lost someone, I am extremely thankful for not having been in that situation.
Its also a sinker for anyone whose considered suicide.

Anyhow, I was thinking as it was snowing today, how much we're like snow. Each unique and different..not two of us are the same, yet we can pack together for a mean snowball or even a kickin' snow fort. If we were all the same, it wouldn't work the same way. It wouldn't be as interesting when you look out the window, if you saw 100 flakes that were the same dimension..instead we get to see so much variety, and yes, there are a few 'flakes' but somehow its alright, its natural and fits.
I wouldn't like a world full of perfection, instead I bask in my world of flaws and endless imperfections. Leaving room for improvement at all times means that theres always something I can do tomorrow.
Embrace your distinguising faults. Don't listen to those who put you down for them. I may not be perfect..I may never be perfect, but that doesn't mean I don't belong on this earth. And I know, even WITH my endless list of faults, that there is someone who loves me even still. I guess thats all I can ask for.

Maybe a laugh that is :p.


You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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If I had an asshole list, you know who'd be listed at the top? Well I suppose I don't want to be totally unkind and have to hear about talking about people behind their backs...but I really just do not give a rats ass. I don't know, maybe this wouldn't piss someone else off..it could be due to being OD'ed on Marcus to begin with (esp. after hearing alot of complaints about his attitude misdemeanor from a couple others) and then myself being overtired.
*Screw this- Its not copying the convo over correctly*
Tomorrow I'll realise I'm mad over nothing, but now, I'm mad. It makes things worse when there are no ops there...Marcus always conveniently starts acting up right when Tim exits. Really, he probably didn't break any rules specifically, so I suppose there'd be nothing to be done anyways.

Ack sorry for the rant....again...

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[ series 1 ]
Name:	Kaitlin(Kate)
Birthday:	June 14th 1988
Birthplace:	Lake Forest, IL
Current Location:	Arkansas
Eye Color:	green-blue
Hair Color:	brownish blonde
Righty or Lefty:	righty
Zodiac Sign:	Gemini
Font:	comic sans
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[ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music:	Alternative, rock, punk, ska, classic rock...jazz..
Cartoon:	FAMILY GUY! (stewie)
Color:	black
Car:	mitsubushi eclipse
Slushy Flavor:	cherry
Magazine:	this one..uhhh
TV Show:	Family GUY!!!!!!!!
Song at the Moment:	way too many of those
Language:	English?
Spice Girl:	the one whose a hussy..oh wait, that'd be all of them..
Food & Beverage:	PASTA! and water, gatorade..yeah
Subject in School:	Physical Science
Weekend Activity:	hanging out with friends
Frozen Yogurt:	uh yeah...dunno
Roller Coaster:	never been on one
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[ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase:	wicked sweet
First thing you thought when you woke up:	Damn. I woke up.
Last image/thought you go to sleep with:	Varies.
First feature you notice of opposite sex:	Eyes.
Best name for a Butler:	Charles or Henry
Wussiest Sport:	Every sport takes some talent..so I'm not sure
Your best feature:	Do I have one?
Your greatest fear:	The rest of my life being like this
Your greatest accomplishment:	Work I suppose.
Your most missed memory:	Happiness..friends...
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[ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
McDonald's or Burger King:	BK
Single or Group Dates:	depends
Adidas or Nike:	Nike
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers:	chicken
Dogs or Cats:	dogs
Rugrats or Doug:	Doug
Single or Taken:	whhhhhaaaaattttt?
Monica or Brandy:	Neither.
Tupac or Jay-Z:	Neither
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes:	*puts gun up to head*
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton.
One pillow or Two:	One big-ish one.
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Both. But vanilla mainly.
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa:	Theres a difference?
Cappucino or Coffee:	Cappucino.
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[ series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday:	Sometimes. Most of the time I'm every other day
Have a crush:	Not really.
Think you've been in love:	No.
Want to go to college:	Yeah.
Like high school:	Not in its current state.
Want to get married:	Sometimes, but I know I don't want to torture someone like that.
Type correctly:	Most of the time.
Believe in yourself:	Waste of energy.
Have any tattoos? Where:	Nope
Have any piercings? Where:	Cartiledge of my ear.
Get motion sickness:	Not usually.
Think you're a health freak:	Nah.
Get along with your parents:	One half most of the time...the other...no not really.
Like thunderstorms:	Yeah.
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[ series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married:	If, then whenever.
Number and names of children:	I don't do that,lol.
Where will you be at age 20:	Not here.
Dream wedding:	Don't have one.
How do you want to die:	However God plans it.
Dream job:	Not sure.
Country you'd like to visit:	Italy,Germany,Ireland,England..big list
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[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color:	I like all eyes.
Best hair color:	Dark is good.
Short or long hair:	Short.
Best height:	5'9 +
Best weight:	umm 150? no clue
Best clothes:	Non B.O. inflicted
Best first date location:	No preference.
Best first kiss location:	^
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[ series 8 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal:	Few weeks ago (no pillow)
Rings before you answer the phone:	2
What's on your mousepad:	Blue
How many houses you've lived in:	4
How many schools you've gone to:	1
Bedroom carpet color:	Not sure.
Shave your head for $5,000?:	Yeah.
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people:	CD Player, Food, Canoe
Best time of your life so far:	Nothings coming to mind.....

Series 1-8 brought to you by BZOINK!

Nowhere I suppose.

Where will I end? Perhaps at the same place I began.

Everyone seems to be having a stressful week, and hey, even if you haven't, a laugh never hurts, right? So here, check this out, I hope you find it as amusing as I did. http://www.avalanchetankers.us/archives/000058.html

Yeah, it was just one of those days. Come to think about it, its just been one of those weeks. It wouldn't even be a stretch to say its been one of those months.
Then, after my mom finally lets me out of her grasp and lets me come on here, I come onto Onerock and see Paddy say something that a total Hande Faukher(dog fucker) would say. This has been happening consistently for a few days. Its like the new pattern of my life.

On top of it all, I depressed, on and off. And my mom is blaming the music I listen to. Music is the ONE thing that does make me happy. This pisses me off, as well.

Anyhow, I'm trying to squeeze as much happiness into the day as I can, but its not easy. Especially when I ALSO feel lonely and disconnected. Its now at the point where I need to go to school, if only to be in human contact. Mom can't tell me 'no' because shes afraid that I'll drift off, I know I won't, and besides, its either take a chance or I may just lose my sanity.


Mandy wants me to write a poem about Hardy (the small hick town I used to live in), but I haven't been able to get into the feel of writing a satire poem. When I do, I will write it..and it'll probably make Mandy's day :p.

Elise has made a new message board for those over the age of 17, and even though I am not 17, and am not able to join, since Elise is just so dog-gone nice, I just had to advertise it for her. Though, needless to say, this message board would be mucho better if I were a member, but hey, you can't have your cake and eat it to. *ahem* Anyways, check it out! www.cafemb.com

Also, I have said I'd type up one of my awful poems so that the world can have evidence of my non existent talent :p. Be forewarned, I typically write in times of anger or depression, so this may not strike you as a chipper poem.
( Exploitation of a Soul (poem) )
Its not my best work, but its not the worse I've ever written either. I will say that I'd like to expand it a bit more if I can. Let me know what you guys htink about it!
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All of the sudden I just got really really tired. I think thats my signal to go put on a stupid tv show and take a nap on the couch.

I wrote a bit of poetry the other day, I'll fix it up and type it up later. Maybe I'll even post some. Eh..maybe I won't :p. Everyone will only make fun of my non existent,poetry writing talent *sniff*.

Until later *tips imagainry hat*

You should be dating a Leo.
23 July - 22 August
This mate is honest and loyal, with a sunny
disposition. Though this lion has the tendency
to be arrogant, sulky or smug, he/she is
unrestrained in bed.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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Well I know that I cannot handle arrogance at all...but I guess the rest will do :p.


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I was so mad yesterday that I couldn't log! I had something actually worthwhile to say, so naturally, lj was down. It'd figure.

I went to Mass on Sunday and staring boy was there. Its really freaky. First of all, the fact that its me hes staring at tells me that he has either vision problems or some mental inflictions. And really, its just annoying! I wanted to make a face back at him, very badly, but we were in Church...and I probably would feel guilty for it later. Besides my Dad was with and he'd probably think I was possessed :p.

In other news, everytime I finally have come on here, within the past few days, no one that I normally talk to (on IM) has been on, and that just makes my life sad and empty! *sniff* :p

Incase I didn't forward it to you, I'm putting it in my journal :p. Its not *that* funny, it just reflects alot of my feelings towards valentines day.

>Hearts and roses and kisses galore ,
>
>What the hell is all that shit for?
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>People get mushy and start acting queer ,
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>It is definately the most annoying day of the year.
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>This day needs to get the hell over with and pass,
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>Before I shove something up Cupid's ass.
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>I'll spend the day so drunk I can't speak
>And wear black for the rest of the week.
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>Guys act all sweet, but soon it will fade,
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>For all they are doing is trying to get laid.
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>The arrow Cupid shot at me must not have hit,
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>Cause I think this love thing is a crock of shit.
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>So, here's my story.... what else can I say?
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>Love bites me ass.... FUCK VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!!!

I just finished filling out the dating service....thing. I swear it wasn't easy! Question #9 was hard. At first I could only think of 1 person, than I thought of 6! So that meant cutting my list in half, basically. Theres too many nice/awesome guys on onerock!

Lynne said some of my answers were a wee bit long. AND THEN after I sent it..I realise that I forgot to add an interest...one of the most important ones...writing! *slams head into the nearest wall repeatedly* How can I forget that? I do it nearly everytime I'm sitting in my room! I'm going to get Lynne to add it..but still, the fact that I forgot just irritates the heck out of me.
Some writer I am.


Btw Rob, if you're going to hve lame jokes up, they could atleast be ones that are recent. So behind the times..I suppose thats what happens when you get old though, you just can't manage to keep up. ;)

*snickers*

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Even those of you who aren't from Onerock should take it, just cause its a sweet quiz!

(btw, I'm 'cerf' and yes, that is what I look like *has pity for those who had to see it*)